birth of a cocksucker

birth of a cocksuckerI have found out, late in my life, that I am a man that loves to suck cock and eat cum! For about 25 years I have thought about what it would be like, to again, suck on a nice hard dick. And I get very turned on by the thought of be being able to get a guy off using just my mouth, just as I do when I get a woman to climax when I eat her out. I love to make people happy using my mouth, tongue, throat, beard, face, or whatever, it makes me very hot. I had been beating off a lot fantasying about taking that freshly produced hot man cum and savoring the taste of in in my mouth before I would swill it all down. Sometimes I think that I want to feel hot cum on my face, but I want the taste also. I guess I will just have to take it all different ways to make me and my man happy. I love to watch porno movies of woman, and now also men, taking big loads of cum in there mouth and all over there face, neck, hair, and tits. And wishing, as I watched, that I was the one getting to enjoy the taste and feel of that man’s juice. About a year ago I finely did make the move and get a guy to let me suck on his cock and make him cum in my mouth. I now wish that I had done it years ago because I think I am a cum slut.I think this cock sucking and cum eating of mine comes from this man friend of mine that used to suck me off when I was a young adult, in my late teens to early twenties. Are relationship was an interesting one. He knew that I fucked his wife, because the first time I fuck her he watched and encouraged me. I was the 3 guy this woman ever had, and I did it right after my best friend at the time did. His wife liked to suck cock, but she would not take a load of cum in her bodrum escort mouth. She really only loved to have you cum in her pussy. She said that it tasted bad. So one day when the opportunely presented it self to him, my friend got down on his knees in front of me when I was sitting, and began to unzip my fly and worked at getting my dick out. As he was doing this, he was telling me about how he wanting to feel a hard cock in his mouth, and find out about the taste of a man’s cum. He wanted to suck on my dick, and have me cum in his mouth. Well I liked this thought and started getting hard even before he took me in his mouth. Cumming in a woman’s mouth is something I have been waiting to do, but had not yet found a woman that would let me. So with the thought of my letting go a load into a mouth, and with him all most begging for it, I decided that this was something I was not going let pass by. Even if is was another guy that was going to take my load. He said he wanted to find out for himself, if he thought the taste was bad. Well he worked at sucking on my cock like it was giving him great pleasure. With a lot of enthusiasm! A very good blow job and he got me to shoot my hole load in to his mouth, as he kept his lips wrapped tightly around my cock. He do not let one drop of it slip from his mouth as he milked it all from me, and swallowed it down. Well needless to say he loved it. He wanting to know if it was all right with me if we could do it a again some time. I said yes because I liked the feeling of cuming in his mouth, and also I liked knowing that someone was enjoying the taste of my man juice. Well there for while I would let him suck me off anytime he wanted, escort bodrum and we got the opportunely to. Now I am the type of person that likes to give back to someone that is giving me pleasure. So one day as he was sucking on me, I got him move into a position so that I could get his dick out and I began to suck on it. I did like the feel of his rock hard dick in my mouth, but this did not sit too well with me. As I am sucking on his cock, I am thinking that I may have some homosexual tendencies, and I don’t want that. The thought of bi-sexuality was not something I considered at the time, or for many years later. I thought that it was one way or another, and nothing in between. Some people do think like that, but I know now that I like some forms of sex with both men and woman. Anyway I did continued to suck on him, and enjoy the feeling of his hard dick sliding in and out of my throat. But I was no where near letting him cum in my mouth. So when I gave him my cum, I stopped sucking on him. At the time I did not realizing how I was just leaving him hanging, something I wouldn’t do now. But I think that he was just so happy to eat my cum, that the fact that I did not even jerk him off, was OK by him. This went on for a short while, us 69’ing, but stopping when I shot my load in to his eager mouth. Never once, in all his blow jobs, was a single drop of my cum wasted. He always swallowed it all and never let any of it get on his face or beard. As I think back now, I would like to have seen my cum on his face sometime. Anyway this got me to thinking that I should try and taste his. Of course I am still wresting with my homo feelings, but I bring the subject up with him bodrum escort bayan one time. Yes he would be very happy to shot off in my mouth, of course his wife is not eating his loads, but by now he has found some other woman that let’s him full there mouths, with his cum, and he likes to give it to them. He tells me that he was hoping that I would let him cum in my mouth, because he want to see another man swallow his hot, sticky, creamy cum and enjoy it as much as he does. So we start going down on each other, and I know that I will get to taste my first, and maybe my last, load of cum sometime during our suck session. We move around some and end up 69’ing with him laying on his back with my legs straggling his head and him sucking away on me. At the same time I am bobbing my head up and down on his hard cock taking all of his 6 ½ in my mouth and throat, and sticking my nose into his balls. It felt great to be sucking on a dick. Well now when I cum in his mouth, I don’t say anything, I just start shooting. That’s just the same that he did to me. I had his dick in my mouth and suddenly I feel his hot cum striking the back of my mouth. I get the taste of it. He shoots three or four nice spurts before he dries up. I swallow it all down. I like it, but I am wresting with my homo-phobia and tell him that I don’t like it and don’t want it again. Our routine goes back to 69’ing until I cum in his mouth. With him left hanging. This continues until I leave to go out of state to school. During the next few years when I don’t see my friend, I think about what it was like to have his hard cock in my mouth. I also thought about the taste of his cum. I wanted to try it again. No guy comes on to me and I don’t have the balls to make a move on some man, so I am left with just the fantasy. And that’s the way it goes for about 25 years, with me just fantasying about having a hard cock in my mouth and sucking on it until I can make it cum.